It all happened so fast. It's not something most girls plan on as a little girl, "Oh, when I grow up I want two kids and no man to help me or to snuggle with me at night...nope, I want to do it all alone!" I had my daughter with the guy I dated for the first 5 years of my twenties (those were some crazy times..) After I had her and I wasn't so young and dumb, our relationship fizzled away (without the partying our relationship had no foundation) so I moved on to a more responsible fellow, and well...I got pregnant and I had my son, and he ended up having all the qualities I would look for when picking out a nice expensive handbag, but not a man.
Yes... I have 2 children and YES they have different dads. It happens!! So my kids are totally awesome. Like most moms, I believe I have the cutest, smartest, and coolest babies EVER! And Yes, I'm hot. But, I am not conceded by any means. How do I know I'm hot? You just know when you are, I have been on the cover of magazines, plus people tell you when you are, and you get hot boyfriends.
I think the worst part about being single right now is that I live in Scottsdale. I love Scottsdale, and I love my daughters school (she just started kindergarten!) Scottsdale is my favorite city. HOWEVER, it is a horrible city to be single in. It's even worse when you're HOT, and when you add that you HAVE KIDS.. well, that's a perfect relocation recipe. But I can't move.
Here we are surrounded by "Scottsdale D-bags," and they really are everywhere...
But how do you even find time to date when you have a full time job, go to school and have two small kiddos?? Well, I couldn't answer that question either so after 8 months of being single and telling myself that I am totally fine being single forever, I gave in and subscribed to match.com. (dun dun dunnn) If you are thinking about doing it too, hold tight because I am going to fill you in on my journey.)
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